Im so tired.
Its really not tired...its exhausted. I forget that 7am-9pm school days are just hard.
And its not only that Im ust physically exhausted...
- Im tired of waking up to the stress of having 5 technicians running a full Wakefield Theatre Production...when we usually have a little less than double that.
- Im tired of going to class to find out that I have more work to do.
- Im tired of not seeing my family.
- Im tired of not seeing the girls or Indie.
- Im tired of having to do 2+ hours of homework AFTER a 14 hour day.
- Im tired of pulling All-Nighters.
- Im tired of this show! Its not even fun!
- Im tired of the feelings that I could burst into tears at any moment.
- Im tired of 5 or less hours of sleep.
- Im tired of my schedule being completely booked.
- Im tired of failing my classes.
- Im tired of being a walking zombie.
- Im tired of trying to act like I am enjoying doing this.
- Im tired of feeling behind...IN EVERYTHING.
- Im tired of Essays Due on Opening Day and 200 question Study Guides due the day after!
- Im tired of my teachers saying "Well you shouldn't have done the musical if you couldnt handle my classload and the production!"
- Im tired of my communication being only through the internet and cell phone.
- Im tired.
Lord, Im exhausted. Come to my rescue because You are the only one who can cure my weak state!
Stephie
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